Sorry I've been gone for 4 days or so,
I'm supposed to be doing my english homework,
but everytime I pause,
my mind wanders,
and I think about every guy that was a
but wasn't anything at all.
I've definitely had at least 6.
I don't think that's very good
or okay at all.
Am I the problem?
Maybe I hold back too much
because I'm scared of messing everything up
and I don't want to lose him before anything even happened.
But I always lose him anyway.
Is he the problem?
Maybe he's too intimidated by me,
because he thinks I'm expecting him to do something
and doesn't want to make the first move.
But he should learn he'll never get a girl that way.
But after all this,
it could just be my poor judgment.
Maybe I'm fatally attracted to boys who
don't have the balls to make the first move,
don't ever follow through,
and don't ever make an effort.
Or maybe I'm just not that great of a prize for their effort.
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