Every action I make
always reminds me of someone else
and who I was back then.
I wish I could change.
Reliving the past is my kryptonite,
but I can't stop.
Every song, every picture, every place,
is filled with usually painful remembrance.
My phone is the worst.
Every flirty text I ever sent
was from that heart-wrenching device
and every time a relationship stopped,
my phone was there
just watching me fail and flounder.
This is why I've changed my AIM username so many times...
But no matter how much I keep changing
just to try to escape these painful times and memories,
they will always remind me of a better, happier time,
that I don't have right now.