I am not in denial.
Although I suppose by saying this,
it shows that I am in denial.
But I'm not. I swear.
I just need time to think, recuperate, and get my thoughts together.
That's what I'll do tonight.
I'll sleep, and my mind will silently whir away
Scratching at all my problems
Until they peel apart
and when I wake up, I'll know where I'm headed.