Thursday, January 6, 2011


So I woke up this morning and I'm in a writing-bloggy-type mood
but I can't find anything to write about...
I mean yeah, I have a bunch of stuff I COULD write about,
but I want something new,
something sparkly
something decent/good.

Well actually there is something bothering me.
They both changed.
Or maybe it's me.
But I don't know,
and I only hope that both of them come back.
The one is already late,
and I'm losing hope.
I swore to myself he was gonna ask me,
of course he would,
I mean
who else could he possibly ask?
But now I'm so scared
and I'm too afraid to make the next move.
Maybe he just doesn't want to go.

And then the other one...
He's just moody and PMSing so I'm not gonna go into that right now.

I just had the weirdest dream and the first one was in it
We were skiing
and then it was just me and my mom
and my mom got kidnapped
and the one guy got me in a headlock while another one beat me up
but I was Super Strong and lashed out and beat up both of them
I guess that's just the kind of thing I'm used to by now.


  1. I have this one guy who I've like absolutely adored for years. He couldn't even be bothered to write happy birthday on facebook wall yesterday, but he always tries to get me to have sex with him when he sees me.
    what does this mean? D:

  2. awww :( hahahaha idk??