Saturday, April 2, 2011

Turn

Last night he told me he loves me.
After almost two weeks of being together.

I can't tell if this is moving too fast,
but it felt okay until he said he loves me,
and I realized that I had to say it back.

For some reason it made me sad,
like I didn't want to get too involved
because I know he has to leave for college.

I just find it weird that I've always been the kind of person
that prefers commitment over a hookup,
but now I'm not so sure.

Blue Eyes
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zSdYgUtvens

6 comments:

  1. Hmm, that's hard to say. I have dealt with the whole loving someone versus just taking your relationship for what it was worth struggle.
    It's a really hard thing. Sometimes you'll just know, other times, it's more difficult.
    I hope you'll find out how you feel.

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  2. thanks! yeah I talked to one of my friends who is in a relationship with one of his best friends, and we decided that it's waaaay too soon to be in love, especially because we've only been dating a little over 2 weeks :/

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  3. I'm like that as well, I just personally do not see the point in a hook-up or something even remotely short term... ah well.
    Hope it all works out for you, and goes the way you want it.

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  4. From my experience (as well as many others), two weeks in is far too soon to consider it love. I kinda learned that the hard way haha. But there are exceptions, you too may know each other really well. =)
    Best of luck with all of that. I hope you're happy, that's the important thing.

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  5. Hm. Well, I wish you the best of luck with everything. As Cassandra said, being happy is the most important thing. If at any time you find yourself being unhappy, you'll know what to do.

    :)

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