Field

I remember where I was last year,

and I was definitely not here

but I was not here three weeks ago either.

What a tumultuous expedition 

that I have thrived on,

upon every rock and tree,

every raindrop and sunray.

And to think that the purpose was to lead me

to nothing?

Well, it's not about the destination,

it's about the journey.

And that's the only reason why I am here today.

Losing You

It's always my insecurity
and never knowing
what she has that I don't,
and how she acts, that's different from me.

But in the end
I never want to change myself
because that is a sign of insecurity
but I try so hard to disguise
that I am insecure,
and I can't hide it.

I always try to change him,
but maybe I need to change myself.

Traveler

I've said this before in my past,
and I'll say it a million times again in my future,
but:

Time can heal anything.

Trees

She was just a little kid two years ago,
too scared and unsure of how to act.
So she acted like someone else:
someone brave,
someone flirty,
someone manipulative.

And when he came along,
she hooked him immediately,
and when she left him,
he dashed her pride,
her security,
and her hope.

For those two years,
she was so scared.
She could not let anyone in
the barbed-wire boundaries
that controlled her terrified heart.

It took those to years for the effect to set in,
and it took one day for her to realize
that she has finally grown up.

Silly Bands

Sorry I've been gone so long! My computer was broken :(
I was also on my class trip, and I learned some important stuff:

You can always find friends even when you least expect it,
and you can always find romance in places you never even considered.



You are the best thing that's ever been mine.